So because of the whole Corona virus story and that I have a bit of stress working from home, I have such strange homesickness without Youtuberin Nanu and feel sad. That means every time Nanu makes live stream, there's a good atmosphere for me and it was also very good for me that I could play there in Minecraft and I took a screenshot with him. And then where I have sleep and I think that I will have to work again tomorrow and I think about Nanu, then I had to cry. Because I somehow lack the Nanu. Because somehow the Nanu is very good for me.
Sounds like you fell in love with Nanu. I advise you to look less and do something that distracts you until you have a clear head again